Hello there ^^;

I feel quite guilty and have been nagging myself constantly to do another blog and to study. Neither have worked, sadly.

But I shall fill you in on what has been happening!! Well, 2011’s christmas term ended with me practically dying from sleep deprivation, it took some amount of will power to get myself up, NEVER a problem for me before! But I did it, and I admit, I haven’t gotten rid of that feeling yet!! I have a sense of foreboding that this will last until the 14th of june of this year, but who knows?! Its an intense timetable, that strikes some fear into my heart, but whatever, right? In saying all that, today, I finally started to pull myself together. I made myself open my bag, and told myself “Right, I’m not going to dive into work now, all I’m gonna do today is, make a plan for the questions set out.” And having done that, I feel soooo much better about starting, because knowing what I’m doing helps right?

I’ve also made a New Years resolution to use my studies FOR study, not doing homework. I’ll let you know how that works out hehehehe ;D. I haven’t made any to lose weight, or quit smoking (i don’t smoke anyway), just that. I cant ask myself TOO much this year

So, as for CAO, its in the same state I left it in in November, with 8 spaces filled in, and two to go. As for Level 6/7, i have no desire to fill them in, even though i know I should. But within the next two to three days I want to have the final spaces filled in.

Now, next year, or whenever any one who reads this is doing their leaving cert, I want you to remember, as I have been reminding myself and my friends, this isnt the end of the world. Just a neccessary step to where I want to be. We’re doing yearbooks in my school, and while it made things a lot more final in my mind, it also made me realize that instead of going nuts with all this stress and study, I’m going to try take it in my stride and enjoy my friends and school. I sound sentimental, but I believe this hits every sixth year at some point so don’t judge me xD hehehe
Now to bring it back to light-hearted wholesomeness, “soft kitty warm kitty little ball of fur…” no, I shan’t finish, but is it weird that I have developed a crush on Sheldon in “The Big Bang Theory”??

I shall leave now, as I am rambling and a sentimental old fool since turning 18 a couple of months ago. Hope you’re all enjoying your holidays ^^;.

I shall be back with more of the “exciting and invigorating” events that 6th year brings, Bye xD

Anna