You really know it’s almost time when the yearbook is finalised, when you wake up that morning and decide to actually make an effort to look decent for the graduation photos, when everyone’s given their 6th year hoodies with either your name or a nickname on the back…my friends got ‘El Diablo’ and ‘Magicman’ from some Will Ferrel movie I couldn’t be bothered to watch..but you really know its almost time when you realise your graduating next week! Ah yes, the time has come now where we finally realise that secondary school doesn’t last forever. Some of us proudly await our meeting with the principal to talk about our references, quickly remembering everything we gave to the school, be it in clubs, sports,,and even academically, prefect head boy/girl. Some others will reluctantly admit that they just didn’t give enough back to their school,passing each day as it came and now it shows. Doesn’t time really fly? I find it strange seeing as I didn’t do transition year that all my old classmates are still in 5th year while i trudged onto 6th. Sure i made some new friends and lost some old ones, but i have a feeling it just wont be the same singing Cyndi Lauper’s ‘true colours’ on graduation day with my current classmates. Just not the same sentimental value. I mean, they have memories from 1st-5th year together ,feel left out much? Yes actually, myself and a few of the other non-TYs do! If I hadn’t suggested to the Debs committee to include a page on us in the yearbook we’d have nothing. Left out as usual since were the minority. I suppose its an experience on its own. Don’t get me wrong though, the girls in my year are all nice but I just wish we had more memories together.
So its actually been a rather hectic, emotional, anxious week for me. Canada was amazing! In short ;(or at least I’ll try make it) we flew to Toronto first to meet up with our relatives and got a connecting flight to St.John, New Brunswick, arriving at 2am their time or 10pm Irish time. Jet lagged is an understatement, mentally confused and physically drained for about 3 days more like! In St. John my brothers and sister went with my mum to the local high schools. I actually love the education system in Canada, they work on credits, and you need a certain amount to be able to graduate ,and they offer psychology as a secondary school subject. So much variety. I also went to the University of New Brunswick and met with the head of the faculty of science and engineering. What a dude..loved him! He really knew what he was talking about and was shockingly positive. Basically, as I’m hoping for medicine I have to do a BSc for 4 years then do a 2 year MSc course then medicine itself. Long and different I know, but that’s how Canada does it. Anyone can get into the BSc course, I only need an average of B3s in all ordinary level subjects. I actually prefer to study that way because it gives me the time to realise if medicine is for me, do I really want to do it or think I do, can I do it? I can decide to do an arts degree as well as that ie. introduce 1-2 subjects from that degree, I’m thinking English literature and French. So if I don’t get enough points in the end of my 4 years or don’t do well enough in the MCAT (kind of HPAT but not an aptitude test,there’s Qs on science and English too) …its just so open there, so much choice and time, something I really commend!! Im already looking forward to it..and the odds are my Dad is all pro-Canada so its likely, but I’m still working for admission here too, if all goes differently! Canadians are probably the friend list on the planet. Just thought id add that in there
I also loved how french some things were, most signs were also written in french, all the people in the tertiary services spoke french too and i had 7 hours worth of free french magazines and radio channels on the plane. The hotel had a few french programmes too, i thought it was great seeing as i love french! That’s going to be a bonus.
I texted my friend during the trip and got the art topics for my art exam which was this week. I personally disliked ALL the poster ones and ended up doing the batiq. I barely had any free time so ended up drawing quick ideas during dinner at a resteraunt behind my little brother’s kiddie menu. I came to school Monday and showed my teacher who hated it,,i didnt go to any of my classes that day, trying to perfect the design. On the day, Tuesday, i was sooo dissapointed with my design,,it was the worst batiq i ever made in my life, what a day to choose to do badly? I chose ‘over the back wall’. The drawing exam ie. still life and life sketching was much much better, well, I didn’t cry at home afterward so all was good! That’s yet again one less thing to worry about.How did it go for everyone else? What did you decide to do? Oh and i chose passage C for my still life, most popular one in the class it seemed.
Sooo i decided to take today off school to catch up on school work and revision. It went well to my surprise, seeing as how reluctant i was in the morning! Wow…this is probably one of my longer blogs..?
I just can’t believe there’s only a few weeks left till the exams, it seemed only a few weeks ago when we first started these blogs, offering advice and glimpses into our pre-exam lives, I think ill re-read those posts for some moral pepping:D How do you all feel? I mean…I just have this weird feeling of unease in the pit of my stomach and i know its staying until the exams..a hundred thoughts are running through my head, of the summer, the future, the present! Its all too much! We Leaving certs go through so much more than others. So young, so fragile..*sighs sarcastically*:D
At least I have ONE thing to look forward to this summer….BRACES!! Whooo! oh no no no, the pain is definitely not etched in my memory from the past 4-5 years of my life which I sacrificed for those metallic monsters..I loved them, I thanked them every night and looked in the mirror and complimented how amazing I looked, my smile was definitely enhanced by those beautiful pieces of wire…*cough* I honestly thought i was through with them…nope.
Bonne Chance guys!!!!
-Ally